Had A Bad Fight With My Boyfriend -- Praise The Lord
Had a bad fight with my boyfriend today. There were exchanges of hurtful comments and nasty remarks. Meaningful and mean-ful nods and shaking of heads. I was even sure that today might be the we decide to give up. We were so close ... But alas, we end up crying and hugging each other and he said the nicest things...
I believed even til now he must be very clueless as to why was I was angry and pissed off by one simple comment after a relatively happy evening at a movie. I wasn't angry and definitely not pissed off but rather I was convinced on that night that he will never be happy with me. Never. No matter what I do... Thereafter I didn't want to meet him. Let me repeat I wasn't angry with him nor was I pissed with him. But how do I faced him knowing that he will never be happy with me.
However today he insisted on meeting me. Hence we met and had a big fight. And the main qn was 'Are you happy with me?'. The one qn which constantly bugs me and constantly leads to 'should I give up?', 'will he be happier without me?'... We post all these qns fiercely to each other today and just when he was about to answer to them, he did the most amazing thing. He started tearing... And that broke my heart. I thought he would give me up with a little pushing, gladly. I didn't want to hurt him or make him sad just wanted him to be happier but he cried. So I started crying too. And we end up crying together.
He told me the usual things that I didn't want to hear but also that he thinks of me when he is free and looks forward to sharing his day with me. Guess the rest is history. Cos we have kiss and make up. hee2...
But I still am worried. You know that feeling after you quarrel with your boyfriend? That he might not forget the nasty things that you said. Sigh... I hate to quarrel with my boyfriend.
I had a bad fight with my boyfriend today -- Praise the Lord. For from this bad fight, we see that we will never want to give up on each other and we do truly love each other.
I believed even til now he must be very clueless as to why was I was angry and pissed off by one simple comment after a relatively happy evening at a movie. I wasn't angry and definitely not pissed off but rather I was convinced on that night that he will never be happy with me. Never. No matter what I do... Thereafter I didn't want to meet him. Let me repeat I wasn't angry with him nor was I pissed with him. But how do I faced him knowing that he will never be happy with me.
However today he insisted on meeting me. Hence we met and had a big fight. And the main qn was 'Are you happy with me?'. The one qn which constantly bugs me and constantly leads to 'should I give up?', 'will he be happier without me?'... We post all these qns fiercely to each other today and just when he was about to answer to them, he did the most amazing thing. He started tearing... And that broke my heart. I thought he would give me up with a little pushing, gladly. I didn't want to hurt him or make him sad just wanted him to be happier but he cried. So I started crying too. And we end up crying together.
He told me the usual things that I didn't want to hear but also that he thinks of me when he is free and looks forward to sharing his day with me. Guess the rest is history. Cos we have kiss and make up. hee2...
But I still am worried. You know that feeling after you quarrel with your boyfriend? That he might not forget the nasty things that you said. Sigh... I hate to quarrel with my boyfriend.
I had a bad fight with my boyfriend today -- Praise the Lord. For from this bad fight, we see that we will never want to give up on each other and we do truly love each other.
posted by Count your Blessings at 8:16 AM
3 Comments:
Thanks. Tried logging onto your site but can't seem to do it. I have a puppy too ! She is both a blessing from God and a punishment. Like my boyfriend. Hee2.
just thought to let u know.. i think that comment is a spam. hahah.
better turn on your word verification under settings in the comments settings.
You should see it when u're typing your blog. At the top bar there.
haha!
funny gal
shld write a comedy about her.
shld win some emmys
hohoho
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