Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder
Am I too fussy
Am I too picky

Sometimes I wonder
Am I too easy going
Am I too soft hearted

Sometimes I wonder
Should I love him more
Should I love him less

Sometimes I wonder
If this is God's blessings
If this is God's curses

Sometimes I wonder
Should I keep fighting
Should I run away

Sometimes I wonder
Am I in love with him
Am I in love with love

Sometimes I wonder
Am I crazy over him
Am I just crazy

Always I wonder
Always I ponder
Upon this thing called love...