I feel like a Mother

I guess most of you know I have a dog.

Boy, she really coloured my life. Guess my Mum too. Actually especially my Mum's.

And nowadays I find myself more unwilling than ever to go outdoors cos that will mean leaving her at home. Sometimes alone. And i question myself what kind of owners keep a dog and leave them alone at home. I feel bad when the answer is me.

Now I know how the mothers feel... I think I am not ready for that kind of experience.

P.S. : She has recently found a way to climb up our beds and leap off fearlessly. So today I found her cuddling up to me in the bed under the bedsheets...