What is your position?
Everyone plays games. Some are victims, others are villians, hence the rest will be judges.
My Mum is always the victim. Be it, towards her husband or children. The worst thing is I am very much like my Mum. Hence I am a victim too. I cannot communicate. I cannot tell others or rather the people who are hurting me they are hurting me. I cannot request them to stop. Cos somehow they can always turn it around and say it's my fault. Talks and requests always only make things worse. Hence I can only endure or risk making it worse. I cannot express fear. Or anger. Actually most of my emotions.
Therefore I always just try to avoid things.
I do not want to be a victim anymore. But sometimes I feel I am trapped.
This is like playing volleyball or perhaps any team sports. If you are a setter, do you think you can be a spiker? Do you know the rules, the techniques, the everything?
But I do not want to be a victim anymore.
And what is your position? Do you want to switch like me?
My Mum is always the victim. Be it, towards her husband or children. The worst thing is I am very much like my Mum. Hence I am a victim too. I cannot communicate. I cannot tell others or rather the people who are hurting me they are hurting me. I cannot request them to stop. Cos somehow they can always turn it around and say it's my fault. Talks and requests always only make things worse. Hence I can only endure or risk making it worse. I cannot express fear. Or anger. Actually most of my emotions.
Therefore I always just try to avoid things.
I do not want to be a victim anymore. But sometimes I feel I am trapped.
This is like playing volleyball or perhaps any team sports. If you are a setter, do you think you can be a spiker? Do you know the rules, the techniques, the everything?
But I do not want to be a victim anymore.
And what is your position? Do you want to switch like me?
posted by Count your Blessings at 9:59 PM
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