Maybe it is time

There will be a time in life whereby you leave your family and start your own. You will know when.

Most people is when they are starting their own family. But for others there are other ques.

Like you step on your Mum's feet every other way you turn. You anger her. You piss her. Or rather she thinks you are trying to corner her, make a fool of her, thinking of millions of ways to step on her.

Tell me, you know that it's time when these happen right? How do you ignore it? I had said and did many things, including smashing a bowl with green bean soup. I knew I should not have. I even tell myself, warn myself about the mess. But I did. The thing I hate most is when my Mum says I look down on her, belittle her, did not love her. But that is what she is saying everyday. Today as I was waking up, I overheard her conversation with my brother. She told him. I am trying to step on her with every possible chance.

Perhaps I did. Perhaps I should not have said things. Perhaps I should speak to her like my passengers. Perhaps I should applie my customer skills at home.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps... But one thing is certain. Should I move away and visit her weekly. Things will be easier. I will be able to service talk her.

It's time...