Dog Lovers

There was someone who said that dog lovers are just essentially self-centred bastards (he put it in more polite terms). Which I must agree to a certain extend.

I bought a huge poster during my University days from SPCA. It features a gorgerous golden retriver, captions: To you, he is a dog but to him you are everything...

I have a dog. Not brilliant, naughty, totally out of my control. She is really not much of a looker ,especially when one can compare her to my previous dog. I always tell Lucky ( my previous dog) that he is the best dog on Earth. To me, he is. Still is. But despite all Wan Wan's shortcoming, I love her too. Even when she is not the best dog on Earth I love her.

To be frank, I feel gulity towards Wan Wan. Sometimes I feel like writing a hate letter to myself. She is my dog. I say I love her yet she is not totally under my care. I am often away. When I am in Singapore, I am constantly not at home too. When I am at home, she is normally not the centre of my attention too.

But I am always hers. I usually stay awake til wee hours when I am around then sleep til evening. She will usually feel sleepy during these wee hours but she will force herself to laze around me. And during the day, she will watch over me under my bed, patiently waiting for me to wake up.

Therefore can you blame me for loving her? You see her shortcomings , I see her love...

I used to have a Father.

I used to have a father. I think to put it this way is quite correct. Even when he threatened to disguise me, did and said so many unnecessary things, I believe they are words of anger.

But with every letter he sent to the lawyer, he establish that he is a surivor more than a father. Money is more important to him than us, his family. Perhaps he believes we abandon him. We did. The ironic thing is , he was the one who initiate this, encourage this and allow this. Never offend the people you love or whom you depend your happiness upon. Not the prettiest thing to say but believe me, this is the golden iron rule ( I discourage bending it, not even an inch).

One day, should you people get marry, remember love your spouse. They might over the years become different people. Ugly, nosy, petty, etc but they will be the people who go through life with you. Or if you have second just follow what my father did. You will lose them in no time

Best Holiday

I am actually not a fan of travelling, having holidays. To me, relaxing at home is the best way to relax. As I tried to recall my childhood holidays usually end up in quarrels, tears and anger. The best, however was the one in Penang, perhaps that expains why I always wish to revisit her.

When I am old enough to travel, I am always bound by financial constraint. With that restriction, believe me, you are better off staying at home.

I did a LA flight recently. And boy, that was my best holidays! I guess probably cos my brothers were there. They made world of a difference to my trip. I think if I can bring them on every flight, my job will truly be a perfect bliss ( my job is a bliss, not perfect but really a good job). We did Universal Studio the first day (not as fun as I imagine but the company really made a difference). Second day was more relax. We were all tired from the first day and coping with the jet lag. Third day we went to a factory outlet and I got 2 nine west purses! Nine West! Praise the Lord! Never imagine I can have a Nine West purse and now I have 2! Anyway it was really fun and I hope we can do it again soon. And this trip inspire me to try to get a driving license soon. Gage was the only driver. Poor thing...

They are still in La now. Hope they can say it is the best trip they had too. Unless until now...