You asked me how...

I am in a relationship for about 2 years now. If you asked me how do I feel about the relationship I wouldn't know how to reply.

I am not sad. Nor am I unhappy. My boyfriend is a decent, hardworking, reliable teacher. Devoted catholic. God fearing man. Filial son. Good brother. Dependent friend. i must say he is ok as a boyfriend. But...

I am not too sure if it's the age. Or maybe it's our character. But sparks don't fly between us. We are not passionate about each other. I used to be. I think so but not so much nowadays. Why... I am not too sure too.

Actually this feeling has been haunting me for a while. I keep asking myself if this is so for all 'stable relationships'. To no avail...

I think I might wake up tomorrow and regret writing this blog. Regret putting my doubts in black and white. But when I ran into Gage's friend's blog accidently and read about how he feels about his galfriend I realised my ans to my boyfriend's qn.

Maybe it's not our relationship. Maybe this is all we could do about our relationship. Maybe you just have to feel that we have met at just the best time. Maybe you just have to imagine I am the best person for you. Maybe you just have to tell yourself you are the luckiest person cos I am your galfriend. Maybe...

You asked me how... Maybe I have the solution. Maybe I don't ...